9.3.13

Author: Haryana Sidin /


i don't deserve you
but who cares?
i'm keeping you anyway.

counting days..

Author: Haryana Sidin /

to a lot of things really.
there's that..
and then there's that..
and then the other thing..
phewhh..

semoga selamat semuanya

amin.

2013 yo!

Author: Haryana Sidin /

i am so gonna love 2013
Happy 2013th Birthday, Year!

i hate the word "offshore"

Author: Haryana Sidin /


i hate the feeling of missing someone
because missing them can only mean one thing
they're not there with you

"absence makes the heart grow fonder"
my heart is fondest already
come home please?


no i won't

Author: Haryana Sidin /

i won't give up on us
even if the skies get rough
i'm giving you all my love
i'm still looking up
still looking up

I Won't Give Up by Jason Mraz

what i was living for all along

Author: Haryana Sidin /

if i had only felt the warmth within your touch
if i had only seen you smile when you blush
or how you curl your lip when you concentrate enough
i would have known
what i was living for
all along

Turning Pages by Sleeping At Last

twenti tuwef

Author: Haryana Sidin /

it's gone now.
for real.

Happy 2012th Birthday Year.

Adelya Qasdina

Author: Haryana Sidin /


hello cutie pie!

Bukit Tabur

Author: Haryana Sidin /


it's like a breath of fresh air 
on a beautiful morning after
when you thought everything around you was going to collapse
when you thought that YOU were going to collapse

but it didn't
YOU didn't

life's pretty awesome i must say
Alhamdulillah


you say this. i say that.

Author: Haryana Sidin /

certainly not happy
surprisingly not as heartbroken

maybe because it has always been broken
or maybe it is still too soon
or maybe
maybe because it's the right thing to do.

as i once said
holding on seems pointless
and letting go seems impossible

so where do you go from here?

fruit for thought

Author: Haryana Sidin /

A woman who knows her worth will never stay where she is under-appreciated.

It's sad to see how sometimes we settle for so little, when
we actually deserve the best of the best.

credit @TheNotebook



Aries know what they want from an early age and are strong enough to
follow their dreams without needing the support of others

 
If an Aries can't turn something to their advantage, they are quick to look for another opportunity elsewhere.

credit @Aries

thanks Firza.

now more than ever

Author: Haryana Sidin /


Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;

 

Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim,

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,


 
And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if I should ever come back.



I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.


-The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost-

my favourite colour

Author: Haryana Sidin /






i dreaded the day when i had to give you away
i AM sorry
i really hope that you're in a better place right now
wherever that may be.
i hope you're happy
and i hope you know
that i really do love you
always.

it's sad really

Author: Haryana Sidin /


don't.
don't let me go.
don't make me hold on
when you're not.
don't.
don't turn away.
what can i say
so you wont.
no don't.
don't let me go.

-the click five-

do like the jellyfish

Author: Haryana Sidin /








jump!
and twist.
and turn.
and just be happy
:D

congrats friend

Author: Haryana Sidin /


i am very, very proud of you
you really deserve it
after three years
i guess it's worth it ey?

congrats!

lalala.whatever.

Author: Haryana Sidin /

bile aku buat, ko marah
bile ko buat, of course lah aku marah.
bile aku marah, barulah nak bertindak
janji itu ini
tapi seperti biasa
dengar boleh percaya jangan
you said that i am important
u said that u appreciate me
where is it?
i can't see it.
and i definitely can't feel it.

gaahhh

Author: Haryana Sidin /

i hate it when people ask me to 'chill'
or to 'jangan stress sgt'
seriously?
do u think i WANT to be stressed out like this?
instead of telling me what to do or how to react,
tell me something that is useful instead.
such as 'i know you'll figure something out kan?'
or maybe just 'anything i can do to help?'
i'll most probably say 'no.its okay.i think i can handle it'
but at least it's way better than 'chill la'

"chill la"?
seriously?

in need of rainbows

Author: Haryana Sidin /

the numbness is gone
replaced.
by something more poignant
heartbreaking.
half of me wanted to reach for the phone and make that phone call
but the other half
decided that it is better this way
to let it go
to just let it be
no matter the cause.

sometimes i wish he knew
sometimes i wish that he's a mind reader
a heart reader.
but on other times
i wish he would just keep on thinking what he always thought of me
a self-centered friend who cared about nothing but herself.

would be easier that way no?

numbing effect

Author: Haryana Sidin /


i don't think he knows
how it felt
when he said
that i didn't care

i have always..
cared.