it's sad really

Author: Haryana Sidin /


don't.
don't let me go.
don't make me hold on
when you're not.
don't.
don't turn away.
what can i say
so you wont.
no don't.
don't let me go.

-the click five-

do like the jellyfish

Author: Haryana Sidin /








jump!
and twist.
and turn.
and just be happy
:D

congrats friend

Author: Haryana Sidin /


i am very, very proud of you
you really deserve it
after three years
i guess it's worth it ey?

congrats!

lalala.whatever.

Author: Haryana Sidin /

bile aku buat, ko marah
bile ko buat, of course lah aku marah.
bile aku marah, barulah nak bertindak
janji itu ini
tapi seperti biasa
dengar boleh percaya jangan
you said that i am important
u said that u appreciate me
where is it?
i can't see it.
and i definitely can't feel it.

gaahhh

Author: Haryana Sidin /

i hate it when people ask me to 'chill'
or to 'jangan stress sgt'
seriously?
do u think i WANT to be stressed out like this?
instead of telling me what to do or how to react,
tell me something that is useful instead.
such as 'i know you'll figure something out kan?'
or maybe just 'anything i can do to help?'
i'll most probably say 'no.its okay.i think i can handle it'
but at least it's way better than 'chill la'

"chill la"?
seriously?

in need of rainbows

Author: Haryana Sidin /

the numbness is gone
replaced.
by something more poignant
heartbreaking.
half of me wanted to reach for the phone and make that phone call
but the other half
decided that it is better this way
to let it go
to just let it be
no matter the cause.

sometimes i wish he knew
sometimes i wish that he's a mind reader
a heart reader.
but on other times
i wish he would just keep on thinking what he always thought of me
a self-centered friend who cared about nothing but herself.

would be easier that way no?

numbing effect

Author: Haryana Sidin /


i don't think he knows
how it felt
when he said
that i didn't care

i have always..
cared.