i hate the word "offshore"

Author: Haryana Sidin /


i hate the feeling of missing someone
because missing them can only mean one thing
they're not there with you

"absence makes the heart grow fonder"
my heart is fondest already
come home please?


no i won't

Author: Haryana Sidin /

i won't give up on us
even if the skies get rough
i'm giving you all my love
i'm still looking up
still looking up

I Won't Give Up by Jason Mraz

what i was living for all along

Author: Haryana Sidin /

if i had only felt the warmth within your touch
if i had only seen you smile when you blush
or how you curl your lip when you concentrate enough
i would have known
what i was living for
all along

Turning Pages by Sleeping At Last

twenti tuwef

Author: Haryana Sidin /

it's gone now.
for real.

Happy 2012th Birthday Year.

Adelya Qasdina

Author: Haryana Sidin /


hello cutie pie!

Bukit Tabur

Author: Haryana Sidin /


it's like a breath of fresh air 
on a beautiful morning after
when you thought everything around you was going to collapse
when you thought that YOU were going to collapse

but it didn't
YOU didn't

life's pretty awesome i must say
Alhamdulillah


you say this. i say that.

Author: Haryana Sidin /

certainly not happy
surprisingly not as heartbroken

maybe because it has always been broken
or maybe it is still too soon
or maybe
maybe because it's the right thing to do.

as i once said
holding on seems pointless
and letting go seems impossible

so where do you go from here?