hello cutie pie!
Bukit Tabur
Author: Haryana Sidin /
it's like a breath of fresh air
on a beautiful morning after
when you thought everything around you was going to collapse
when you thought that YOU were going to collapse
but it didn't
YOU didn't
life's pretty awesome i must say
Alhamdulillah
you say this. i say that.
Author: Haryana Sidin /
certainly not happy
surprisingly not as heartbroken
maybe because it has always been broken
or maybe it is still too soon
or maybe
maybe because it's the right thing to do.
as i once said
holding on seems pointless
and letting go seems impossible
so where do you go from here?
fruit for thought
Author: Haryana Sidin /
A woman who knows her worth will never stay where she is under-appreciated.
It's sad to see how sometimes we settle for so little, when
we actually deserve the best of the best.
credit @TheNotebook
Aries know what they want from an early age and are strong enough to
follow their dreams without needing the support of others
If an Aries can't turn something to their advantage, they are quick to look for another opportunity elsewhere.
credit @Aries
thanks Firza.
now more than ever
Author: Haryana Sidin /
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
-The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost-
my favourite colour
Author: Haryana Sidin /
i dreaded the day when i had to give you away
i AM sorry
i really hope that you're in a better place right now
wherever that may be.
i hope you're happy
and i hope you know
that i really do love you
always.
it's sad really
Author: Haryana Sidin /
don't let me go.
don't make me hold on
when you're not.
don't.
don't turn away.
what can i say
so you wont.
no don't.
don't let me go.
-the click five-
congrats friend
Author: Haryana Sidin /
i am very, very proud of you
you really deserve it
after three years
i guess it's worth it ey?
congrats!
lalala.whatever.
Author: Haryana Sidin /bile aku buat, ko marah
bile ko buat, of course lah aku marah.
bile aku marah, barulah nak bertindak
janji itu ini
tapi seperti biasa
dengar boleh percaya jangan
you said that i am important
u said that u appreciate me
where is it?
i can't see it.
and i definitely can't feel it.
gaahhh
Author: Haryana Sidin /i hate it when people ask me to 'chill'
or to 'jangan stress sgt'
seriously?
do u think i WANT to be stressed out like this?
instead of telling me what to do or how to react,
tell me something that is useful instead.
such as 'i know you'll figure something out kan?'
or maybe just 'anything i can do to help?'
i'll most probably say 'no.its okay.i think i can handle it'
but at least it's way better than 'chill la'
"chill la"?
seriously?
or to 'jangan stress sgt'
seriously?
do u think i WANT to be stressed out like this?
instead of telling me what to do or how to react,
tell me something that is useful instead.
such as 'i know you'll figure something out kan?'
or maybe just 'anything i can do to help?'
i'll most probably say 'no.its okay.i think i can handle it'
but at least it's way better than 'chill la'
"chill la"?
seriously?
in need of rainbows
Author: Haryana Sidin /
the numbness is gonereplaced.
by something more poignant
heartbreaking.
half of me wanted to reach for the phone and make that phone call
but the other half
decided that it is better this way
to let it go
to just let it be
no matter the cause.
sometimes i wish he knew
sometimes i wish that he's a mind reader
a heart reader.
but on other times
i wish he would just keep on thinking what he always thought of me
a self-centered friend who cared about nothing but herself.
would be easier that way no?
by something more poignant
heartbreaking.
half of me wanted to reach for the phone and make that phone call
but the other half
decided that it is better this way
to let it go
to just let it be
no matter the cause.
sometimes i wish he knew
sometimes i wish that he's a mind reader
a heart reader.
but on other times
i wish he would just keep on thinking what he always thought of me
a self-centered friend who cared about nothing but herself.
would be easier that way no?
numbing effect
Author: Haryana Sidin /
i don't think he knows
how it felt
when he said
that i didn't care
i have always..
cared.
terhenti di sini
Author: Haryana Sidin /
sedangku membaca wajahmu
senyumanmu menggambarkan sesuatu
jika kau fahami isi hatiku
ku tak ingin waktu henti tanpamu
andai kau dapat memahami
bahawa ku menanggung semua ini
bukan niatku ingin kau pergi
kerna ku masih terhenti di sini
-Asfan-
put a bandage on it
Author: Haryana Sidin /
sometimes when you're in massive amount of pain,all you need to do is smile
tell yourself that everything's gonna be fine
even when people around you is judging you for it
just smile.
and hope..
that it won't leave any permanent damage.
tell yourself that everything's gonna be fine
even when people around you is judging you for it
just smile.
and hope..
that it won't leave any permanent damage.
first time for everything
Author: Haryana Sidin /I have a confession to make
I am a big sap
I cried watching The Young Victoria
every.single.time.
heck I even cried watching The Dark Knight
yeah.it's a Batman movie.so what?
I saw this animal abuse video once
Cried.
but I NEVER cried watching Bersamamu
or the videos of people suffering from never ending wars
of not having enough food to eat
of seeing little kids beside their mom's dead body
NEVER.
but this one.
my tears decided to make an exception.
think.before you throw.
Author: Haryana Sidin /when you're in a new relationship
everything is...nice.sweet.beautiful.
some might even say perfect.
everything felt right.
even when the other person tried to change who you are.
you would say to yourself
"give and take.that's what relationship is all about"
2 years after that, you'd say to yourself
"why am i doing all the giving?"
"why am i doing all the changes?"
"what about him?(or her?)"
and then you guys broke up.
and you're back to proudly being your old self.
trying desperately to show that you're having the time of your life.
being single and enjoying it.
you'd be chanting
"i'm single and i'm ready to mingle" to every single person you meet.
sure.that's the right thing to do.
when that other person was a jerk to you.
but what if the changes that you made.for that other person.
is actually good for you.
you become a better person because of it.
should you go back to being your old self?
just for the sake of protecting your ego?
just to show your ex that you're more than happy that you guys ended the relationship?
yes.you may adjust your life to being your single self
but why change all the good things?
payback?
do you really think that your ex will feel anything you want him/her to feel?
no.not really.
he/she would say
"phewwhh..bullet dodged."
"im better off."
"good riddance.definitely"
not all the changes that we made for our ex is a bad thing
sometimes, if we really think about it
we'll find that they actually really cared about us
that all the changes we made are really for our own benefits
you might even feel the urge to thank your ex
but don't.
because then you'll be stroking his/her ego
we wouldn't want that now do we?
:p
everything is...nice.sweet.beautiful.
some might even say perfect.
everything felt right.
even when the other person tried to change who you are.
you would say to yourself
"give and take.that's what relationship is all about"
2 years after that, you'd say to yourself
"why am i doing all the giving?"
"why am i doing all the changes?"
"what about him?(or her?)"
and then you guys broke up.
and you're back to proudly being your old self.
trying desperately to show that you're having the time of your life.
being single and enjoying it.
you'd be chanting
"i'm single and i'm ready to mingle" to every single person you meet.
sure.that's the right thing to do.
when that other person was a jerk to you.
but what if the changes that you made.for that other person.
is actually good for you.
you become a better person because of it.
should you go back to being your old self?
just for the sake of protecting your ego?
just to show your ex that you're more than happy that you guys ended the relationship?
yes.you may adjust your life to being your single self
but why change all the good things?
payback?
do you really think that your ex will feel anything you want him/her to feel?
no.not really.
he/she would say
"phewwhh..bullet dodged."
"im better off."
"good riddance.definitely"
not all the changes that we made for our ex is a bad thing
sometimes, if we really think about it
we'll find that they actually really cared about us
that all the changes we made are really for our own benefits
you might even feel the urge to thank your ex
but don't.
because then you'll be stroking his/her ego
we wouldn't want that now do we?
:p
TAK TIPU
Author: Haryana Sidin /KALAU AKU BOLEH BUAT SEMUA
SERIOUS.
MEMANG AKU BUAT SEMUA.
SENANG CITE.
SERIOUS.
MEMANG AKU BUAT SEMUA.
SENANG CITE.
25th
Author: Haryana Sidin /
was definitely fun
filled with laughter
smiles
sweet gestures
happy tears
pleasant surprises
surrounded by family and friends
seriously.
thank you.
what more could a girl turned 25 asked for?
should have seen it coming
Author: Haryana Sidin /it's only logic
and the right thing for him to do
but
it hurts though
hearing it from him
at the back of my mind
i already know that he's doing it
but
hearing it from him
didn't know
didn't expect that it would hurt
don't be selfish
he's trying
you should help out
ya'know..avoiding.
yeah.help.sure.
shoot.
i freaking hate this.
sure sure.u hate it.
so?
yeah.
so what huh?
ffffiishhhhhh!!!
and the right thing for him to do
but
it hurts though
hearing it from him
at the back of my mind
i already know that he's doing it
but
hearing it from him
didn't know
didn't expect that it would hurt
don't be selfish
he's trying
you should help out
ya'know..avoiding.
yeah.help.sure.
shoot.
i freaking hate this.
sure sure.u hate it.
so?
yeah.
so what huh?
ffffiishhhhhh!!!
"he started it!"
Author: Haryana Sidin /nothing like silly arguments
can bring two close friends
even closer
haha.
rrrighhhttttt
i hate you.
:p
p/s: no.not you frza.you i loff.:)
can bring two close friends
even closer
haha.
rrrighhhttttt
i hate you.
:p
p/s: no.not you frza.you i loff.:)
sacrifices
Author: Haryana Sidin /it has always been my thing
its not that i didn't want to..ya'know..change.
it's just that i am more comfortable that way
that that's just me
and even if i wanted to
i want it to be MY decision
not because i'm forced to
and it's not that i don't want to make'em happy
it's just that..
what about me?
what about MY happiness?
i don't see them anymore
they even..stopped inviting
which is..
sad.
yes.eventually.i would have to give it up
but now's not 'eventually' yet
i need my sanity
i need my friends
regardless the gender
you have yours
why can't i have mine?
i need my friends.
please.
its not that i didn't want to..ya'know..change.
it's just that i am more comfortable that way
that that's just me
and even if i wanted to
i want it to be MY decision
not because i'm forced to
and it's not that i don't want to make'em happy
it's just that..
what about me?
what about MY happiness?
i don't see them anymore
they even..stopped inviting
which is..
sad.
yes.eventually.i would have to give it up
but now's not 'eventually' yet
i need my sanity
i need my friends
regardless the gender
you have yours
why can't i have mine?
i need my friends.
please.
always
Author: Haryana Sidin /
you make me dance like a fool
forget how to breathe
shine like gold
buzz like a bee
just the thought of you can drive me wild
you make me smile
:)
again.
Author: Haryana Sidin /everybody thinks you're well
everybody thinks i'm ill
watching me fall apart
falling under you spell
but i'm fooling myself
i'm fooling myself
cause you say you love me
and then you do it again
you do it again
you say you're sorry
and then you do it again
you do it again
and again and again and again
stop.
Author: Haryana Sidin /dulu.
kalau rasa nak marah atau tertekan
amik kamera
tangkap gambar
Hijau lah selalu jadi mangsa
tengok Hijau buat muka menyampah
comel sangat
terus hilang rasa marah
takpun
sarung jeans
keluar
taman dekat rumah lah selalu jadi mangsa
lagi-lagi kalau musim luruh
daun-daun kering
cantik sangat
terus hilang rasa tertekan
sekarang.
daun-daun kuning dah takde
Hijau pun..
pada pendapat saya
you're busy making him happy
busy making them happy
diri sendiri?
amik lah gambar
make yourself happy.
maybe you'll find yourself again
maybe.
i need a stranger
Author: Haryana Sidin /a stranger who i could rant all my problems to
a stranger who i could cry my heart out to
a stranger who i could kick and hit
a stranger who i could let all my negative energy out to
and a stranger who would forget about everything the next day
a stranger who would think that i was just some crazy person
a stranger that wouldn't judge
a stranger who would thought that i was just some stranger
because truth be told
i really need to let it out.
a stranger who i could cry my heart out to
a stranger who i could kick and hit
a stranger who i could let all my negative energy out to
and a stranger who would forget about everything the next day
a stranger who would think that i was just some crazy person
a stranger that wouldn't judge
a stranger who would thought that i was just some stranger
because truth be told
i really need to let it out.
: (
Author: Haryana Sidin /songs..
am always amazed at how it creeps into your heart and bring smiles from ear to ear
or even..
bring tears that you didn't know you could shed
am always amazed at how it creeps into your heart and bring smiles from ear to ear
or even..
bring tears that you didn't know you could shed
OK
Author: Haryana Sidin /jangan promise something you can't give
even if you think that the other person would like it
jangan keep everything to yourself
share.let it out.you'll feel better
jangan have too many questions without answering the first question
sometimes an answer is all it takes to make everything okay
jangan expect the other person to do everything you asked
when you didn't do the same
jangan both be angry and yell at the same time
sometimes that other person just needs to get it out of his/her chest
jangan ever compromise your love for money
money can NEVER buy you love
jangan expect that other person to take care of you
you need to take initiatives to make yourselves a better person
jangan always say 'no'
a 'yes' is easier on the ears kan?
jangan ever forget your roots
it is what holds you to the ground
even if you think that the other person would like it
jangan keep everything to yourself
share.let it out.you'll feel better
jangan have too many questions without answering the first question
sometimes an answer is all it takes to make everything okay
jangan expect the other person to do everything you asked
when you didn't do the same
jangan both be angry and yell at the same time
sometimes that other person just needs to get it out of his/her chest
jangan ever compromise your love for money
money can NEVER buy you love
jangan expect that other person to take care of you
you need to take initiatives to make yourselves a better person
jangan always say 'no'
a 'yes' is easier on the ears kan?
jangan ever forget your roots
it is what holds you to the ground
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