Singgang Ikan

the truth is out.

i thought i would feel..

relieved?

but no.

far from it.

i felt this strange twist of guilt..

tak tak.

bukan guilt.

something else.

have you ever told someone that you’re going to try and do one thing.

but you didn’t?

you ended up doing the total opposite.

and that person isn’t angry or sad..

or happy either.

and then you feel like you have to apologize for something.

but you don’t really know what that something is.

that kind of feeling.

have you ever felt that way before?

it’s..annoyingly disturbing.

u can’t really concentrate on anything much

not even while reading the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ saga.

shoot.